I know I haven’t posted anything for about month now. But seriously – you would get so depressed if you read my thoughts. No need for that.
The fact is that I’m starting to get very frustrated. I don’t have a family, should have left Denmark October 10. – That’s not going to happen. I read other au pairs blogs – and I’m now starting to get very jealous. I want what they have. I don’t understand why I’m not going. I don’t understand what’s wrong with me – since there is no family calling. Why doesn’t they like me, I should be easy to like.
I’m starting to think that I should just let it go – Then it’s just not meant to be. But I want it so bad, I almost had it. I should have started thinking about packing all my stuff down by now – but hey I’m not going, no need to pack. Trying to figure out how to get picked by a family. Maybe I should start all over on my application, and dear family letter. New pictures, more laid back letter. Anything!
Some days are better than others. Lets just say that today I have an off-day
