So much have happened. In these minutes, I’m lying in my hotel room on Tenerife.
You all know that I matched with the greatest family and was really looking forward joining them. Tuesday (august 16.) I received my travel plans. All my flights listed with times and everything. The only thing I actually needed was my visa and the tickets and then I was ready to go. My parents bought me this beautiful suitcase, I bought a bag pack myself which I would have brought with me on the plane. I had Skyped with my family and the kids knew I was coming. And then it all broke.
The family I was going to stay with had to cancel my stay. And they were very sorry. I understand why and truly sent all good and healthy thought towards them. I hope everyone will get better!
But I also have to admit that I’m broken. One minute I was happy – on vacation with my brother and the next minute I’m broken. I don’t understand – everything seemed so great. It happened so fast. The agency called me earlier. But my phone was locked inside the safe, while I was relaxing down by the pool. I don’t know if that was the thing they wanted to contact me about. But it is Friday, it’s weekend and I won’t have a clue what to do before Monday.
Everyone will say: You’ll just find another family.
But only ONE family contacted me and wanted me.
I have no job from October 1.
I’m on vacation and so far away from the agency.
There are only 2 departures left in this year
I want to go before Christmas
What are the odds?
My mind is so twisted right now, I have cried since I got the news. I truly feel with the family in San Diego. I have so many feelings in my system, and I can’t think straight. I just know that I don’t want to celebrate Christmas at home, without my brother and that I’m about to flood the hotel.
